..have to sleep in melancholy, my eyes are weary roll them balls over i want to rest peacefully cut the fine veins let the blood flow let me be drained, depress my lungs, do me asphyxation till strangulation.. occlude airways with reasons.. DAMN!
..fighting becomes the condition rather than the exception and suddenly without you knowing it, it turns into the language of the relationship and your only option is a silent retreat to neutral corners..
..no matter how crazy and funny the scenes around you..it is useless without the people you want to laugh with..
..sometimes laughing isn’t what you do for fun,, it’s a relief when you have nowhere to run.. +sighs+
..funny thing about love…its one thing you’ll lose by not playing.. 
..someday you’ll cry for me like i cried for you..
..someday you’ll miss me like i missed you..
..someday you’ll need me like i needed you..
..someday you’ll love me, but i won’t love you..
..bitter haha!..
..sa mga panahong ito alam koh naman kung saan ako pupunta., tapos na ko sa napakahabang paghihirap.. sa pag–aadjust sa mga bagon mukha sa katauhan ng mga kaklase.. first day sa nursery iyak ako ng iyak ayaw koh pauwwin si mama nakakahiya man ganun talagah ilang buwan din yun na nagbabantay siya sa labas.. my elementary life was a big achievement after finishing it.. dun ako nag-ipon ng mga awards at medalya napakasarap at saya ng buhay.. sa high school kung sinu sino nah ang mga nakasalamuha ko at marami nah ring pagbabago.. nakakatakot din nung una pero duh?! di naman na ako nagpapabantay kay mama hehehe marunung na ko umalis lumabas at pumasok sa school ng ako lang.. makapasok sa science high school? masarap pero natapos din.. science curriculum pa rin..ok naman iba’t ibang tao iba’t ibang ugali.. bakit ganun?., minsan kailangan pa bang mahirapan kah bago mo makuha yung gusto moh?., sana di nah lang sa lahat ng bagay.. kung mgabaliktad kaya? sa mahirap abutin di kah mahihirapan at sa madaling abutin dun kah mahihirapan?.. haaaaaay buhay.. college! parang naulit yung dati nahs dahil sa isang pangyayari nahirapn ako ng husto (BLOG: dahil sau, kala mo, peste ka!) nahirapan uli.. di pa ba sapat ang dusa?! ngaun.. tapos na q sa pag-aaral..sana matapos nah rin ang paghjihirap.. san ba ako papunta? saan nga ba? alam ko ba talaga? hindi pa siguro.. BASTA "Maaaaaaaa,,,,SAMA AKU?! hehehehehe
Nurse Saying - "You Might Be a Nurse
If…"
*You can drink a pot of coffee and
still go to sleep in the morning.
*You believe every patient needs TLC:
Thorazine, Lorazapam, and Compazine.
*You can´t see it; it´s probably not
there.
*Your sense of humor seems to get more
warped each year.
*You think it is acceptable to
use "penis" and "vagina" in a normal
conversation.
*You believe the definition of stress
is when you wake up screaming and you
realize you haven´t fallen asleep yet.
*You believe that if warm wine enemas
were routinely ordered, patient
complaints would greatly decrease.
*You call some of your co-
workers "Flowers in the Field of
Medicine" because they´re bloomin´
idiots.
*You hope there´s a special place in
Hell for the inventor of the call
light.
*You believe not all patients are
annoying. Some are dead.
*You believe experience is something
you don´t get until just after you need
it.
*You see stress as a normal way of
life.
*You have a tendency to laugh at your
patient´s "big" problems.
*You know the phone numbers of every
late night food delivery place in town
by heart.
*You believe the problem with the gene
pool is that there is no lifeguard.
*You´ve ever thought, "Patients, God
love ´em, because today, I sure don´t!"
*Everything only happens all at once.
*You have more T-shirts that say, "Love
a nurse PRN" than plain T-shirts.
*You´ve ever referred to other nurses
as "Band-Aid Bunnies."
*You´ve ever been telling work stories
in a restaurant and had someone at
another table throw-up.
*You write a patient report and have to
translate it to medical records because
of all the acronyms in it.
*You notice that you use more four-
letter words now than before you became
a nurse.
*You look in your closet and can´t find
anything non-medical to wear.
*You´ve ever told anyone in pain
to "stop being a baby and deal with
it."
*You have a patient in four-point
leathers that asks if you´re a nurse,
you reply "Yes", and walk away.
*You´ve ever told a patient to "stop
faking it."
*You believe all bleeding
stops…eventually.
*You don´t get excited about blood loss
unless it´s your own.
*You don´t hit patients or
doctors….unless absolutely necessary.
*You believe the pain will go away when
it stops hurting.
*Anything that can go wrong, will go
wrong and if nothing has gone wrong,
you´ve obviously don´t understand the
situation.
*You believe if you can keep your head
among all this confusion, you obviously
don´t understand the situation.
*You´ve ever said, "Why am I here?"
*If you believe if a patient who has a
catheter, he needs it.
*Everyone gets treated exactly the
same…until they piss you off.
*When you get a call telling you the
name of your next admit and you can do
the care plan before the patient gets
to the floor.
*When called for orders, the MD
says, "Write them yourself; you know
the patient better than I do."
*You´ve ever had to contend with
someone who thinks constipation for 4
hours is an emergency.
*Ever rolled your eyes when the 14
year-
old says, "No, I´ve never had sex."
*You refer to motorcyclists as organ
donors.
*You can eat a candy bar with one hand
while performing digital stimulation on
your patient with the other hand, and
it doesn´t bother you.
*You believe Tylenol, Advil, or
Excedrin provides a large part of your
daily calorie intake requirements.
*You´ve ever held a 14-gauge needle
over someone´s vein and said, "Now your
going to feel a little stick."
*You can identify the "PID Shuffle" and
the "Kidney Stone Squirm" at 15 feet.
*You´ve ever had a patient with a nose
ring, a brow ring and twelve earrings
say, "I´m afraid of shots."
*You´ve ever thought, "As long as he´s
got a pulse, I don´t care about the
rhythm."
*You think the ultimate cruel joke is
get someone drunk, take them to the ER
haaayyy.. natapos ang isang araw ng duty ng walang pasyenteng naoperahan..nakakalungkot ang panahon.. hinika pa nga akuh..
hay nakueeewww hiraaappp buhay? hirap bah o ayaw lang tumanda? san taon na naman ang dadagdag.. yoko nah… hihihihih
